….so, I got myself a new flight today after Michaela told me yesterday that I could be in trouble if I didn’t use the first leg in my booked Germany – Canada – Germany return flight package.

I tried to book a flight for several days now because they had one special offer for 99 dollars (without taxes) to Manchester. Unfortunately I was not able to book that flight, so I booked another one today.
The only catch is: it’s already on the 27th of December (after that date flights are extremly expensive), so there are only three weeks left in Canada.
Three weeks to get rid of all the stuff I bought here assuming I would stay the winter.
At the moment the whole situation feels like an escape because I’m not feeling too comfortable here and because it is so sudden.
I don’t know why but tonight everybody else here in the hostel is hyper (at the moment they’re making gluehwein in the kitchen) – and I feel like crying.
There were so many things I wanted to do, people to visit or places to go back to and now I’m just going home. It’s a completely rational decision, it feels all so wrong – I hope that changes soon.